AS PER DEMANDED......

ok... i've been tagged.... so here's 15 wierd things about me.....
or i think so it's wierd.... duh..... thanks a lot lttl miss aussie.....

1. i can talk, i can give speeches, become an mc, anything in public..... i have this confidence in public.... BUT.... i can never sing in public... my face would turn totally red... i totally cannot sing in public.... damn!!!

2. i love cooking!!!! corny as it seems... but i just simply love it.... but there's a catch, i cannot it much of what i eat.... just cannot... xbleh telan... i dunno why... wierdly, even my mum is the same. just can't simply enjoy what i cook...

3. i have three best friends... two guys and one lady. one guy is tall, but with small feet.... the other, is a chelsea freak (so you've got a blue car.... huh!).... the lady is persummably down under and below radar coverage..... literally....

4. since from secondary school, i've always been an agony aunt to most of my friends. they tell their problems, and i listen. it's an honour actually having people around you trust you with their problems and share the burden together to ease one's shoulder... in fact, i have the best shoulders to cry on.... thanks for the compliment.... (from who i wonder????)

5. for crying out loud!!!! i used to be a BUTCHER.... not a cook... but now i am a cook.... heheheheh.... and a baker also...

6. lots of my friends don't even know my real name..... semua panggil bajan... cis ko aie!!!! sedap nama mak aku bagi... nama ko bagi lak yang popular..... nama sebenar aku.. mohd niezam.... ingat yea semua.....

7. i indulge into books nowadays... love reading them till i fall aaleep. now i'm reading mystic river by dennis lehane.

8. i love to incoperate songs into whats happening around me. what i'm listening is showing how my feelings are. i'm not good in saying how i feel... but it shows through the songs i hear... but mostly i love to listen to particular songs of a group, e.g: jet (look what you've done), stereophonics (san francisco/have a nice day), verve pipe (freshmen), bubba sparxxx (back in the mud), placebo(over me), mansun, (wide open space), diluted pupil (can't live my life this way) but there are my favourite groups, such as incubus, silverchair, soad, nin, marilyn, slipknot, korn, weezer, blur, oasis, soundgarden, audioslave, foo fighters, hoobastank, redsuit apperatus, breaking benjamin. powerman 5000, disturbed, queen of the damned, mudvayne, etc.etc. tak abih nanti senarai aku nih!!!!

9. i tend to back down when i feel down, silence myself somewhere... a good friend of mine knows this about me.... not running away, but i need peace of mind. find some serenity and soloumn. i talk a lot but, but when i hit the ground, i keep quite and gather the pieces of me and do some soul searching... it's really because i don't really cough up my problems to others, i may listen to other people's problem, but i don't do the same to others.. just can't....

10. maybe lots of you know already, i'm hell good of a massuer... learnt it from my maktok.. seronok tengok orang kuar angin lepas urut... sampaikan bilik hostel dulu macam rumah urut, bau minyak panas..... kenangan dulu2.... tul x aie?

11. even though i'm a big guy, i can swim really well... believe me... i love swimming..., but since going into the retail line... never had the time to do so... been busy all the time... wish i had the time enjoy my passion... maybe one day though....

12. i have this weird habit of pinching my elbow when i'm nervous.. it helps me relax in some way... i don't know why, but i still do.... when nobody's looking... heheh....

13. ok, i admit it, it was my ex-girlfriend that little miss aussie said that kelar-kelar herself.... i still don't know why.... finally that's out of my chest... it really burdened me.... i became a bit phobia with girls... but thats the past... i hope it doesn't happen ever again.... traumatic for me... enough is enough.

14. i once had a stalker for gods sakes....! been bugging me for years... been calling my home and admitted that she wanted to marry me... this girk that i only met once at a function, kept calling me since... i even had to block her number in my hp, but no avail. she simply bought a new number and started again... but it's been a while that she hasn't called...( a year i think). maybe her senses got it right... duh...

15. i was always tagged the innocent guy... hehehehe... i still don't know why... maybe it's because of my face?... huh... boy are they wrong... every one has a dark past... so do i... but i don't think i'm gonna tell. maybe a few of you guys know... and it should remain that way... i've made a lot of mistakes in the past.... i've been up, and i've been down. i would do crazy things in the past... but thats all over now. going through the picks and thorns of life really thought me a lesson... you only know who your true friends are when your down, and they'll always be around to lend thier support and a helping hand... guys and gals, you know who you are... thanks for the precious friendship that i hope remain till the end.... thanks for the support all these years... and thanks for giving me hope that life is worth it....

enough said....
me out......
life is short, but worth everything bad or good.
it's a journey that never has a destination....
thanks me lads and lass...